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We have been debating on whether or not we will be having a big birthday party for Dylan....I think we have decided to keep it low key this year and have a big party for him next year...part of me feels extremely guilty over this...not sure why...I guess I just feel I should have a big party for him...but I think next year he would really enjoy it more....and the last month or so it has been like his birthday every week....he has a new riding tractor and yesterday we got his new DVD player and headphones...he loves it.....and honestly he has so many toys, books, cars, just to much stuff....I am thinking we are going to buy him a mini bounce house, perhaps a outdoor mud pie kitchen, and a backpack oh and of course some little boy clothes for me...bake him a cake have family over and call it a day.....I guess I kind of feel guilty because we have been putting so much energy into the house and getting it ready for summer...next year we will have minimal planting and that should be it for the outside....next year just would be better to have a large party at the house...and I will have more time to plan and budget for it....and I think he will be big enough to really enjoy it......yesterday was a pretty awesome day...snow and all...the whole family spent the entire day together...well needed and enjoyed....Dylan helped me bake banana bread and really had a good time....I am off again today....amazing....so Dylan and I will probably do laundry and perhaps some more baking today...since he enjoyed it so much yesterday...tomorrow I am slammed with like 4 appointments and floor duty....I will be running all day.........well with that until next time