self destruct

I have been fairly good on my diet...and am within a day or so of losing 15 pounds since the first of January...of course I wish I have lost more but am pleased with my weight loss so far....but that is all about to change...I am about ready to self destruct....I know...I am telling myself don't don't do it Denise...but really it is futile....it is going to happen...and I am counting the days...soon it will be hours until my moment comes.......so here it is...the moment of self destruct will promptly come next Saturday...I would guess somewhere around 8:15 or so in the morning...you see it will be Valentines day....and we ordered a box of chocolates from See's Candies....and not just any box of candy but we custom ordered it with all of our favorites.......so there is absolutely no chance that there will be one yucky flavored chocolate left in the box...we got the box yesterday...we carefully pulled it out of the shipping box trying our best not to tear the pretty Valentine paper it is wrapped in...I think if we tore the wrapping we would quickly succumb to the idea that it is now ruined and we must eat all of the chocolates immediately...so for now it sits on the kitchen island...like a little beacon calling to us every time we walk by it...begging us to rip off its pretty paper and to delve into chocolate heaven......